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My Trip to the Emerald Isle of the Caribbean, Part I

Greetings, everyone! I’m going to break this down into sections and separate blog posts, since I have so much to show and I don’t want to overwhelm all of you!

Our flight was five hours from JFK so it wasn’t too bad. We hired a driver to take us to down (it was much cheaper than leaving our car at the airport) and he was wonderful. Flight was fine and uneventful and we took a taxi to the hotel. The taxi driver called himself “Tony the Tiger” (which I found hilarious) and his accent was so strong he was hard to understand at times, but he was a lot of fun.

We stayed at The Beach View on the western side of the isle, which was FANTASTIC. I discovered them on Trip Advisor and I’m glad I did. The owner came out to greet us and he was so pleasant and had such an awesome accent (a blend of both Brit and Barbadian). I met his whole family, who apparently run the place, and they were all wonderful. The staff was really friendly and even the guests were great (we met so many people, mostly from the UK and Canada…there were hardly any other Americans!). Later in the week, he invited all of the guests over to his house for cocktails (yes, really), and his house was absolutely breathtaking. He had an infinity pool and beachfront property—it had to have cost millions of dollars. He was so humble and down to earth too, which made him so likeable. Hands down, I would stay there again without a doubt. I highly recommend them if any of you are thinking of making a trip there!

Here was our view from our hotel balcony:

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We relaxed the first night since hubby was exhausted, as you can see here:

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And we had a full week ahead of us!

THE BEACHES

We swam and snorkeled almost every day. Even though I ate like a pig, I’d actually lost weight from swimming so much! Since the island is safe enough to travel outside of the hotel, we had a round-the-island beach extravaganza and visited as many beaches as we could. And they were all so different! The weather was partly cloudy every day, which was fine with me, since I didn’t want to end up fried (and I didn’t, thank God). We had spurts of rain here and there (typical island weather), which helped cool things off when it got hot. The temperature was in the mid-eighties during the day and mid-seventies at night, so it was really comfortable for us (although we tend to like warm weather).

Here’s a beach near our hotel that was pretty isolated:

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I don’t have any pictures of the beach right across the street from our hotel (I was too busy swimming in it, lol) but it was gorgeous and similar to the one above.

The water on the western and southern side of the island (the Caribbean side) was much calmer than the water on the north and eastern side (the Atlantic side). The “Caribbean” beaches were also all sandy while the Atlantic beaches were rocky. The difference was really remarkable! Here are a few shots of beaches on the Atlantic side:

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And check out these permanently windblown trees!

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Crazy, no?

Visitors are actually forbidden to swim in the Atlantic side since it’s so dangerous. And when we went to the Crane beach (one of the ten most beautiful beaches in the world on the southeastern tip of the island), we were hardly able to swim there due to the rough water (hubby was quite disappointed). It was still AMAZING, though. You won’t be able to see it very well in the images, but the sand was light pink since it’s made up of finely crushed coral. I just kept holding it in my hands and staring at it!

The walkway to the Crane (that’s hubby):

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The Crane:

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Hubby and I considered staying on the resort on this beach, but I’m glad we didn’t. It was too…resort-y? Which isn’t our thing at all. I totally understand the appeal, but we prefer to be left alone rather than being constantly catered to.

My favorite beach of all was Miami Beach (ironically enough), which was at the southern end of the island. Perfect waves, perfect sand, perfect view—I loved it!

A stairwell down to the beach that was covered in crabs (you can hardly see it here since they blend in so well):

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Miami Beach:

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The carved out rock formations from the waves:

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I thought it was gorgeous. All of them were!

Best beaches I’ve ever been to so far (although I haven’t been to all that many outside of New England and Miami/Florida Keys). Total relaxation!

Next up, THE ANIMALS! 😀

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Some good news!

Two of my poems were accepted into a handful of stones! And the editor requested more!

One will be posted on Jan. 19 and the other will be posted on Feb. 22nd. I’ll let everyone know when they’re up. 😀

Now to ship my next batch over to them…yay!

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Like a stone, you throw your life away.

One of many small stones I wrote over the holidays:

Drop of spirit
glistens on the mouth of a bottle.
You watch me
like an executioner,
ready to end it
with a single kiss.

I hope to try to post these frequently, since they make me really happy. 🙂

Hope you all had a happy holiday and get ready for the new year!

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Wash the sorrow from off my skin, show me how to be whole again.

Releasing the Demons revision status:

35023 / 107195

I’m reaching the point where I’m getting extremely obsessive compulsive and nitpicky about word use, tense, punctuation, and grammar. I’ve slowed down considerably because of this and it makes me want to yank my hair out. I don’t know how people can become copy editors, SRSLY! I might have to do another blast read when I’m through just to make sure I didn’t screw it up worse than before.

In other news, I recently picked up the new Linkin Park CD Living Things and I am LOVING it. Although, there isn’t a Linkin Park CD I don’t love, so this was expected. 😉 And OMG, the music videos they’ve released! HEART! Let me share them with you!

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

/fangirling

They definitely ease my revision pain. 😉

Hope everyone is doing well and achieving their goals!

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Maybe we’ll show some mercy, maybe you’ll get what you deserve.

Releasing the Demons revision status:

19900 / 106850

I rewrote a scene, and I’m not sure if I’m quite happy with it, so I’m going to read it over again tomorrow. Sometimes giving it a few days helps me figure out if it works. I had to revamp (ha!) my big baddy into a whole new man (not Cyrus, Mathias for those who have read it). He has a new name, new face and a new story–I like him a whole lot better. Still has an “old world” attitude with a more modern edge. And he’s Russian. 😉

I also had to rename my heroine. Her name was Olivia, but then a friend of mine pointed out that there’s an officer Olivia on the CSI show (which I’ve never watched) and that Rachel Vincent has a cop named Liv in her Blood Bound book. Considering my heroine is an NYPD detective, well, that wasn’t going to work out. So now her name is Valerie, but everyone calls her Val.

I realized I had a lot of tense issues throughout the draft, so I’m glad I’m going through this with a fine tooth comb. I’m cutting all the pop culture references and anything that could make the book age. Granted, it’ll age no matter what, but I can try to keep it as fresh as possible. I’m also cutting the medical jargon…sometimes I cannot control myself, lol.

I’m really happy and excited about this though. It’s good to feel that way again. 🙂

I leave you with some of my musical inspiration for this book. Trent Reznor is my musical god, I swear.

Hope everyone is accomplishing all of their goals. 😀

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Clarity.

We survived Sandy pretty well up here in Westchester, which I’m incredibly thankful for. We never lost power or hot water, and the flooding wasn’t too bad. I can’t say the same for lower Manhattan, and the scene is just really horrific down there. As of right now, I’m off work until further notice, since the clean-up efforts are going to be tremendous. Not to mention, the MetroNorth is pretty damaged (both by flooding and by boats being thrown onto the tracks). It really is a mess. Honestly, I’m just glad to be home.

I hope everyone in the area is safe and well. Please leave a message so I know you’re okay!

So, thanks to Sandy, I’ve had a lot of time to think about my writing and where I want to go with it. After mulling it over and getting some feedback, I’ve decided to dump Furious Angels into my slush pile.

This definitely hurts…a lot…but I’m also incredibly relieved.

It was my first book. It was over 200K words long and even after cuts, it was at 150K. The relationship was bad and amateurish. The overarching plot line itself was probably the only salvageable thing, but even that floundered towards the end. I think what hurts the most is the amount of time I’ve spent on it…writing, revising, cutting, revising, wash, rinse, repeat. I literally spent the last year trying to fix this mess between medical school and life in general, and you know what? It’s still a mess. I began to realize that I would never be happy with it, not without throwing the whole thing out and either rewriting it or dropping it.

I’ve grown as a writer, and I can now recognize these mistakes for what they are. I thought I was being too critical, but after having confirmed it with others, I now know my intuition was right. I kept reading about how most authors never published their first book, that yes, they learned very much from it, but I kept thinking, “I can make this work.” And now I know I can’t.

So I’m dropping it altogether, and making Releasing the Demons the first book in the series. I don’t have to tweak much, and most people who’ve read it said it could definitely be a standalone or a first in a series. I think the relationship is a lot more engaging, I’ve received nothing but good feedback on the book in general, and I really love this story–more than any story I’ve written so far. I feel like this is the “book inside me” and I really want to send it out into the world. It’s dark, it’s violent, and it was hard to write at times, but I think that’s why I love it so much–it challenged me like nothing else could.

So this is going to be my goal for November (and likely for the rest of the year)–revise RTD, polish it up, and query it. I may wait on querying until early next year (since after Nano, agents are bombarded with queries), but I’ll see how it goes. Then I’ll finally get back to a A Beautiful Lie, which I also love right now, and I’ll finish it up. Maybe I’ll have both done before I query. I need to map out this world more, write up bios, and just clarify what’s happening in my head. I’ve had this world embedded in my brain for years now, but I’ve never actually put it all down on paper. Maybe I need to do that.

I woke up this morning and it was just so perfectly clear to me. I haven’t felt that way about my writing in a long time.

Finally, I’m feeling a little optimistic about all of this.

And lastly, Happy Halloween everyone! Stay safe and may you eat lots of candy! 🙂

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Hiatus

Hey everyone,

I decided to shut down this blog for awhile, since it’s residency application/interview season, and I want to focus more on my novels. I’m knee deep (not quite neck…yet) in the rewriting/revision process of Furious Angels, and I need to cut down on my social media use. Not to mention, I’m trying to wring out the final days of summer for all it’s worth by spending as much time outside as possible. Oh yeah, and fit my hubby somewhere in there too. 😉

I do have a “friends only” blog at Livejournal, The Writer Doc. If we’ve interacted, and you’re interested in hearing more about my medical and writing adventures (albeit, on a personal scale), please feel free to leave a comment. I’ll also pop into Twitter every once in awhile when I can.

Hope all is well with all of you! And hopefully I’ll return soon with good news, on both career fronts. 🙂

Until next time…

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This is dangerous, open up your head filled with shell shock…

Listening to “Mindfields” by Prodigy.

So tonight marks the end of my vacation. *sigh* Tomorrow I start studying for the second portion of my boards. Yay. *sarcasm*

I really needed the break though…desperately needed it. I feel more refreshed, rejuvenated, and ready to take on the world again (okay, maybe I’m exaggerating a little :P).

Anywho, I managed to add another 1.5K words to A Beautiful Lie over the weekend, which puts me at a total of nearly 8K for the week.

41529 / 100000
(41.53%)

Not the goal I aimed for (10K), but hey, my husband wanted a little attention too. 😛 The craziest thing is that the plot for book four (Black Bullet, Jon’s story) came to me in its entirety over the week, which is terrible since now I want to write it! But it’ll have to wait until this one is over, at least. Of course, I still love writing every minute of ABL…I just get distracted by the shiny new idea (don’t we all?). And, you know, uhhh, maybe I should fix Furious Angels and get it out there…

I haven’t submitted my short stories/poems to the ezines I intended to, but I hope to do so this week in between studying.

I didn’t get as much running in as I would’ve liked due to the 100 degree days, but its been a little cooler, so we’ll see how this week goes. I’ve been reading 11/22/63 by Stephen King, and I really love it so far. No surprise, when do I not love his books? I spent some quality time with my pets, and all in all, life is good. I’m hoping studying for these boards won’t turn out to be as grueling as the first set (and man, THAT was grueling), but I guess I’ll find out soon enough!

Today, hubby and I spent an obscene amount of money shopping for new summer clothes, since our current wardrobe is about half a decade old. I had a lot of fun, but I’m definitely wincing right now. Hey, whattya gonna do? Shit you need is shit you need. The sales today were RIDICULOUS since the stores are cleaning out for the fall line. Considering what we paid for, we got an ABSURD amount of merchandise. Hubby managed to get a $200 pair of pants for $20, so yeah, can’t complain too much!

Now I’m just sitting with a glass of wine and ready to get back into 11/22/63. Hope you all had a wonderful weekend! Until next time…

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Our love is so right, I wouldn’t waste a minute here tonight…

Listening to “So Right” by Dave Matthews Band.

Thank you everyone for the congrats and well wishes on my vacation. 😀 I’m enjoying it immensely, and juicing it for all it’s worth.

Time with my family was well spent and I relaxed on the beach for hours. My hubby and I walked the length of Goosewing Beach Preserve in Sakonnet, RI. This is definitely one of my favorite places in the world! Otherwise, I ate lots, drank lots, and just caught up on life in general.

I’ve been writing a ton (at least, for me) and added about 6.5K words to A Beautiful Lie in three days.

40088 / 100000
(40.09%)

YAY!

I took today off to review what I wrote because, really, when I first get the words down, I’m just spewing nonsense. And since the last scene was a long, pretty intense sex scene, I needed to invest a good amount of time into it (hence why I tend to write only about two sex scenes per novel). Sex, action, and very emotionally-charged scenes drain the life out of me, so I literally need to take breaks from them. Not to mention, I’m a perfectionist and I need it done right before I can move on. I also tend to write from the male point-of-view, which definitely makes things interesting, but I have so much fun with it! The few people who’ve read them seem to really enjoy it, so what the hell.

What about you? What are your favorite types of scenes in the books you read or write?

I also added a bunch of songs to the Soundtracks page, for those interested. 😀

Hope all of you had a wonderful week, and hang tight, the weekend’s almost here!